Done
I can't take this anymore
Naive sadistic fucking whore
Scratch my flesh into the floor
One
more scream to ignore
Release my nails into the wall
Slide them down, first to fall
On broken glass I still crawl
Let
your ego grow so tall
Can't you hear my stomach cry?
With each pill that keeps me alive
I've failed so much I do
not try
Don't turn back without reply
Failed
I watch as the memories
Swim under my feet
I taste the
red beside me
So close to deaths seat
You can't live off something
That doesn't exist
Too slow to realize
One more go at the wrist...
Look at the scars!
What have you done?
To shed it all
And
into the sun...
(Heh)...they never realized...
How foolish of them!
Just tears from
the past...
Oh what evil can stem
Hate
They have done it again
Swallowed you
Threw you away
No more heart to lend
Shred your insides
Left to decay
No more preaching
When I'm gone
No more thoughts
To scratch upon
Withdrawn you say?
I'll give it to you
I'll spill my memories
For all to chew
I'm everything you hate
I'm the tears you shed
I'm the shade of grey
I am disarray
I've consumed it all
We learn from the best
I've dismissed it all for you
To digest
I am what you drew
HATE
Lost
Oh, there is no concealing the stomach pain
And the thoughts of one which live to drain
Oh, just
let my intestines die in the rain
Kill the white that drips from vein to vein
Oh, stretch me out until I say
And drive my demons all away
Oh, remove me before the day
And
let the rotten corpse decay
Oh, please rip me apart
And tear out my bleeding heart
Stitch-me-up art
And leave my screaming
scabs to part
Hooker
You choose the best
From the street
And bring her back
So discrete
You tell her everything
She wants to hear
And seem to swallow
Her surfaced fear
You long to touch
To peel, to scar
Witless child
You've gone too far
Smother her fast now
Surrender her to the night
Position her on the bed
Tie her up, prevent
a fight
Eyes open slowly
You've caught her now
Peel the skin
And hear her yell
Touch her now
She's all yours
Bloody sex
With eyes all torn
Third one this nightfall
Grasping her hair
You prey on the beauty
Of one's despair
You shall not lose her
Keep her in the walls
Encase her body
Where the worms crawl
Fly
I could fly with them all
And leave this wretched place
I could dream up a song
And mask my
barren face
We can share one mouth
And liver, mine died
Give me your strength
To keep those inside
I'm sorry for everything
I did not intend...
One who always knows
Is my most horrible friend
I shall never leave her
In her arms she holds my pain
She never leaves me empty
On my body
which I've slain
So cut me up again now
For everyone to share
Piece by piece i'll give you
My portions I've
declared